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introvert mom

Im an introvert, i like to make a border, and with this border, people not easy to come
Because it's a border so the capacity small enough
And recently who come to my border only kids
Dunno why maybe because im not at school anymore so i don't have friend and im too busy handle them
Beside handle my onlineshop
In my mind what my priority is always about my kids and my omset
I have finansial goal to reach In every single day
Furthermore right now everything is expensive
School fee, living cost, transportation and many things so i need work extra which is in onlineshop i do it by myself so it seems make me don't have a friend
Sometimes i feel lonely but sometimes it makes me confort
I don't need to release exrtra energy to understand people
Making friend means u have to release extra energy to understand other rite?
I feel that my energy all of to my family and onlineshop
Yeah this is me a mom who dont have a friend circle just like other
I dont have photograph with frie…

How to cure form trauma

Diingetin lagi kalo galau jangan nulis di sosmed ahaha mending di blog aja Slain bs buat arsip juga d sini g ada yg baca jd amaaaaan haha Lagi galau apa? Lagi galau gmn menghilangkan trauma I think trauma is a bad thing jd hrs dhilangkan Ya gmn engga dr skian nikmat yg bagus2 knp hrs hal buruk yg diinget2 dn diulang2 di kepala It's toxic Memaafkan aga lbh mudah tp memaafkan momen/ peristiwa knp rasanya bgitu sulit Ups gaboleh mental blocking ya Hrs bisa dan mudah pasti bisa! Selalu diinget bhw stiap momen itu critanya sendiri2 soooo jgn dianggap hal buruk akan tjd lagi Planning bagus memang bagus tetep yg ptg malah enjoy the momen Krn kdg byk hal ga sesuai plan Jangan kecewa Just enjoy the momen Bersyukurrrrr qt dptin momen itu Kalopun ga sesuai rencana ya gpp Inhale exhale our life indeed not a perfect life but we have blessing life Let's count happines rather than sadness either U deserve to be happy in every way Cara apapun gaharus cara yg direncanakan See other, and say ur…

Akhirussanah kk khansa

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I'm beautifull

Duhai diriku, berdamailah dgn diriku sendiri
Dunia ini tempat manusia diuji
Tdk mgkn tanpa ujian PASTI ada ujian
Hanya BABnya beda2
Dan DIA MAHA MENGETAHUI apa ujian yg pas utk msg2 hambaNYA
Begitu juga diriku

Sblm menikah, ujian bagiku adalah ketika blm menikah
Mksdnya aku merasa sangat gelisah krn blm menikah 🤣
Norak? Pasti lah
Tp itu realita
Satu2 temanku menikah rasanya makin gelisah
Aku kapan aku kapan kenapa aku belum siapa dengan siapa kenapa lama
Sungguh kemrungsung
Dan itu gabagus ya jdnya ga produktif jdnya dikerubuti aura energi negatif
Padahal
Begituuuu byk nikmat yg aku dpt ketika jodohku blm datang
Mengapa tidak fokus pada kebaikan2 lain?
PASTI ada hikmahnya saat itu aku belum menikah
Mgkn krn agar aku eksplorasi dulu masa lajang
Produktif di sisi akademis dan jaringan
Membangun konsep diri yg bagus
Dan agar tdk buru2 terlibat permasalahan rumahtangga dmn rumahtangga itu kompleks
Gacuma cinta aku dan kamu
Tp juga ada aku kamu ipar ortu mertua ponakan ponakan ipar dan or…